Sunshine
I don't know if can say that today is a happy day or a less sad day, perhaps. Is my life finally changing, step by step, piece by piece. Well, my life is like a puzzle with a million pieces, it looks impossible to put it together but if you try, if somehow you start. My problem is that the wind keeps coming, blowing unmercifully , I've tried to get up so many times , that i'm tired and almost without any other perspective , and the years kept passing by.
Whats funny is that what my personal documents say, doesn't represent not even an inch of who i am. Physically, a look much younger, what concerns about energy, i'm like a bull, and on the gym i'm get better everyday, my Personal Trainer says that i'm in an incredible shape. But there's another thing, my brain is constantly asking for more, is crazy to embrace knowledge. In Portugal we have a saying, something like this: Old donkey doesn't learn languages!" Well , this old donkey learns , run's, jump's and pumps some iron if it needs to.
I Guess i kind of based General Phoibe on me! (I used Pheobe earlier because this was an original Greek/Amazon name that I've study, but as the book had some adaptations, i gave her the popular pronounce) I think i have her values to, and courage, i like to think so, but I've never experienced war, or a life or dead situation to see if i would freeze or not. Usually , i don't, you see i work as a security and sometimes you need to be cold blooded and act on emergency situations, i'm good at that.
Since my last post was a Prayer, i also have to thank God for this. I don't know if this is that one moment, but thank you for showing me that the Universe is in motion. I'll do my best for not letting you down and also say that i'm sorry, in advance, for all the bumps in the way. I'm only human!
Sincerely yours
R G
Whats funny is that what my personal documents say, doesn't represent not even an inch of who i am. Physically, a look much younger, what concerns about energy, i'm like a bull, and on the gym i'm get better everyday, my Personal Trainer says that i'm in an incredible shape. But there's another thing, my brain is constantly asking for more, is crazy to embrace knowledge. In Portugal we have a saying, something like this: Old donkey doesn't learn languages!" Well , this old donkey learns , run's, jump's and pumps some iron if it needs to.
I Guess i kind of based General Phoibe on me! (I used Pheobe earlier because this was an original Greek/Amazon name that I've study, but as the book had some adaptations, i gave her the popular pronounce) I think i have her values to, and courage, i like to think so, but I've never experienced war, or a life or dead situation to see if i would freeze or not. Usually , i don't, you see i work as a security and sometimes you need to be cold blooded and act on emergency situations, i'm good at that.
Since my last post was a Prayer, i also have to thank God for this. I don't know if this is that one moment, but thank you for showing me that the Universe is in motion. I'll do my best for not letting you down and also say that i'm sorry, in advance, for all the bumps in the way. I'm only human!
Sincerely yours
R G
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