Nowhere Fast

    Hello to you all, from this cold and lonely afternoon. I´m thinking about changing this Blog name from Facepalm Life to Nowhere Fast, cause i am going dawn , and i'm going down fast as shit. This week was all about becoming a low life number on a multinational company instead of a professional, or even human, so the speak. I was actually advised by my superiors to don't care about what i was doing when i am at work. You know when you build something and all off your coworkers keep going up, but not you? Ladies and Gentleman we are in the 21st and i?m behind cause i'm a woman!

     I praise to God to help me be at my best, so can find someplace, something to help grow and learn, and somehow this ignorant people could sometime miss the professionals they once had.

So if someone, anyone is reading this blog with compassion, empathy and responsibility, help me find a good job.

       I would love to kick out with "The Amazons" saga, it has it all, war, friendship, courage, inner strength but then.... magic, secret societies, reincarnation...  I told you it was good.

Anyway, just want you all to know that i'm going down on a spiral, it is all in God's hands, but sometimes i think that everything is gonna be OK, i'm making a huge effort to became a better person, but then, something weird happens and makes me question all that. I'm i actually a better person today?  I get to the conclusion that i am a lousy human being and therefore, the small things that keep me smiling will end too, soon enough. I deserve it.

      Creating General Pheobe was an honor. I need so many things, a good job that appreciates me, a partner in life, being surrounded with animals, spend more time at the gym, even spend a couple of weeks in Les Mills New Zealand, travel to ancient historical sites , but now, drowning on my own tears i get to the conclusion that all i can dream by now, is to die on my feet, like a warrior, like a the strong person you all think i am.

    I really, really, really wanted to write more positive messages,turn Facepalm Life into a blog you all would like to take a look to have a nice start or a smiling end of the day. I can't!!! But the 12 warriors are still waiting for that break.

From a lonely cold place

RG